So close

Its starting to hit me how close to delivery we actually are -- 5 weeks sounds like a long ways off, but I have a feeling the time will fly by, especially since I'll now be having 2-3 dr's appointments every week. I'm not upset that delivery is so close, but I'm starting to get edgy over the whole question I keep getting, "So are you gonna do it again?" When I was in the late first trimester and early second trimester and having 5 migraines every week, the obvious answer was "hell no!", but its now been over four months since I had those issues, and the memory has faded. I think what annoys me more is having people tell me "this has to be your last pregnancy" -- really, why?? And most people are supportive of me doing another surrogacy journey, but there are three specific people who are not, and telling me I can't do something is generally only going to make me want to do it more.

At this point I'm leaving things up in the air -- I've said I will do another journey if either of my Baby Daddies want any more children, as there's no way I could or would refuse either of them. In the mean time, I'm planning other things -- getting my pre-pregnancy body back, running a couple more marathons, taking a trip to Europe, so that getting pregnant won't be the first thing on my mind. But as this journey starts to come to a close, the only thing I can think is that this won't be my last trip through this rodeo.